I have requested that translate previous post in chinese to english by my friends... I just try my best here to roughly what I'm talking about that previous post...
I was found out there many joke in my life! On a night, that I cant really sleep, i felt that problem inside my mind keep disturbing me... So I try to listen what is that, from that moment i found out, i truly realize lots of joke in my life.... Let start by how i felt that night, i felt that I'm not alive, dead, but at the same time, i know myself was alive!!! While i know i'm alive, but i feel myself was dead???? Until i realize something, then i found out all along i'm living, i'm like a zombie, never felt that alive just like a moving flesh??? Finally i know that all along i'm like a "fake human", i called myself as "fake human" while when i felt i'm not alive!!! Then what is "fake human"??? Since that when start i learned something or know something, since that moment start, i start being a "fake human", or i can sound clearly, when my brain start to learned, known, or store memory, and start to know what is my name, what i need to do (order by family), until today, i realize i was dreaming in my brain all along the time... We are human already since we are born, but after we start to know or going to enter society, we learn to become another human that this society recognize!!! What is the mean of "another human that this society recognize"??? When we are born as we know have a world that we are here, but when we start learn and know, at the same time, we use ours brain create a another world come out, that is we learned and known from the society then we based on what we have learned or known create a another world that is mean create by ours brain!!! That why i called myself is "fake human" which is society recognize me as a human. Understand??? If we are still not awake, we still are the human which is was recognize by society but not ourselves!!! If we are the human already, does we need to learn to be human??? This is my own precious life, did i need to ask anybody how to be myself??? HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Once i have realize until here, i was laugh like nobody business!!! Did you feel that really funny??? From here, i finally know that, "if you never realize yourself was a joke, you are not worth to be laugh!!!"
That why so many philosopher was tell us, "Don't trust anyone, even yourself!!!" When we learned from this society, we are trying learn to become a human (fake human), mean, society believe that we are monster while when we are baby, so when we grow up, must go learn from them!!! Society wanted us to become monster, ghost, anything beside human, then ask us learned to be human(fake human)... We are human already, did we need to hardworking to become a human(fake human)??? Only anything that beside human then wanted or try to be human to join the society!!! That why i cant fell myself alive when im dream inside my brain!!! That why LaoZi, ZhuangZi, ask us to find back or return ours baby heart "赤子之心"!!!
The truth of the concept of society, actually is very similar with ours brain function, society mostly like to maintain same problem, then they can control it, so maintain the same problem, cause they have experience to handle these old problem, they will fear the new problem, or the problem was unknown, cause they cant find any solution to fix it... That why society wanted everyone have same problem, so they can teach us to solve problem.... But life have infinity power to create lots new event, how we use the experience to plan future??? Just like we use "know" to plan "unknown"??? That is possible??? Firstly, society think that life got problem??? Once you realize truth of life, there is nothing problem there... Is ours brain, brain like to give problem to us to handle to prove we are alive... From now what you have understand, you can easy clear what is the name of "Saint", "Buddha", "God", "Creator", recognize by society... They just a real human that understand theirselve was "fake human"!!! When society recognize Human, actually is "fake human", when "fake human" meet with real human, of course they will believe that real human is Saint, God, Buddha... Then what is real human now??? Saint, Buddha, God, Wisdom Person, just a noun of society, actually they just a real human only... They understand they was "fake human", cause they know brain create an identity in society... They living to make theirs brain rest or self-collapse to become a real human only!!! Nothing is so special was society mention!!!
While you can understand until here, dont try to avoid society, did you saw jesus, buddha or saint, avoid to join society??? Answer is no!!! They still continue as "fake human" but they know as they are "fake human"... Why they do like this??? HAHAHAHA!!! The only answer, when you realize until this achievement, then you will know the answer yourself!!! Cause you will know how you spent in your life, dont need to ask others about how to become yourself!!! You are your truth yourself!!!
That why i can living with lots of joke... HAHAHAHA!!! When you really know yourself, you will found out, real world or fake world also have fun there, if not how can i discover the big joke of my life!!! Know myself was the most big joke of my life.... We came here to discover the world... "What a Wonderful World!!!" hahaha!!! Please forgive my non-sense talk here... Just lots of joke only...
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