在一次聚会，我有个朋友，在谈话中我发现她的思考是这样想的，如果没有这个什么发生，那么就不会有这样的结果。。。 她说如果没有烟草，那么就不会有烟的出现，她就不用戒烟！然后她又说人生是追求快乐的，所以吸烟是快乐的，但是身边的人和环境都不鼓励她因为吸烟而快乐！她是个因为吸烟而应起肺癌的病人，然而她得了这个病，依然还觉得吸烟是快乐的！我从她的故事体会到她身边的人都觉得她应该是痛苦的因为她是吸烟而得到的病，但是她本身还是觉得快乐的，所以我们能够判断他人到底应该快乐或痛苦呢？
她显然一点后悔都没有！我问她，为什么一点都不后悔呢？
她就回答说，“人生追求快乐的，因为我了解到快乐的秘诀。”然后她就点了一根烟，“快乐的秘诀，就是接受痛苦！我没有后悔，但是我埋怨这个社会有了烟！如果没有烟的出现，我想我会比现在更快乐！”
从她的回答，我看得到她是恨自己的但是她显出很快乐的样子，那么我就问她，“如果你没出世的话，那么就不用追求快乐了吗？也不用因为烟的出现而这样了！”
她突然很有兴趣的再问我，“这个，我没想到呀，但是不可能的。”
我在说，“然道烟不出现是可能？”
我看她的样子开始接受事实，然后问道，“然道我一直埋怨社会，其实是在埋怨我自己！”
一个很不耐烦的面在等我说“不”！！！
我没有回答，我只说了,“你要的答案不是在我这里，而是你在等你自己回答。”
她就在问，“为什么人生不是追求快乐吗？为什么我会发生这样的事？”
我就答她，“人生不是追求快乐的！你所发生的事在你自己身上，那就是你要的快乐啊！你觉得吸烟是快乐的，直到你得了这样的病，但是你还是觉得快乐的，那不是你的快乐吗？”
她很自信的说，“对，我还觉得快乐，但是那不是我要的快乐啊，因为我还在追求我要的快乐啊！你怎么知道这就是我的快乐呢？”
我就说，“我当然不知道你是追求哪种快乐，但是我只知道一个追求快乐的人，本身一定是痛苦的，只有本身是痛苦的人才要去追求快乐的，而本身已经快乐的人是不会在去追求快乐的！你说你是个追求快乐的人，那么就在你的健康发生痛苦而显然你是追求快乐的人。如果你不是痛苦的，追求快乐有什么用？你本身已经快乐的是不会再追求快乐的，只有痛苦才要追求快乐的！所以你所发生的事情在你的健康，我想那不就你的心想事成嘛？你不是个追求快乐的人吗？发生那么严重的病，还能可以快乐的面对，那不就是你的意思追求快乐吗？”
我看到她哭了，还没哭完她就大笑起来，是哭或笑也分不清的离开座位一阵子，当她回座的时候，是带着阳光般的笑容 “哈哈哈” 的坐下，然后点一支烟慢慢的享受，完全不理会其他人看着，直到她抽完了支烟就说；“这就是我想要的人生！原来人生不止追求快乐的！原来我的无知造成今天的结果，但是我还是不会后悔和埋怨了，因为这是我所要的结果！”
那么大家现在的你，是你们自己要的结果吗？ 哈哈哈哈！！！
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
遗产
最近看到家人在追剧，香港剧，《富贵门》，故事开始是儿子去实现爸爸的遗产时发现原来有个同父异母的弟弟，然后很多事情的发生。。。。。 这个剧的开始，反映了“遗产”，这个话题，到底“遗产”真的是那些物质上的吗？我们祖先留传下来的遗产是在物质上的产业吗？很多人因为遗产而令到整个家破裂，兄弟成为仇人等等的事情。。。 到底那是先人想要的结果吗？这是先人要他的后人所得到的吗？我想都不是，如果我有遗产留给我的后代，我是知道后代会因为遗产而争论的，但是我依然都留遗产给他们的，但是我的遗产，只有我的后代才能得到或继承我真正的遗产，就像我的血缘，除了我的后代，没人能得到我真正的遗产！
那么到底真正的遗产是什么呢？能直接告诉大家，绝对不是物质的，因为只要是物质的，那么谁都能拥有，是有技巧的人就能拥有那些遗产的，就像在富贵门剧里面的骗子一样！！！那么如果你是你先人的后代，那个在社会上成功过的人的后代和一个没关系的一个骗子又有分别呢？而且先人所留下来的遗产，我想没人能把它抢走的！如果是物质的，是人都能拥有的，那么你是你先人的后代，拥有它了，跟其他人有分别吗？
一个曾经面对过风风雨雨的创业一间银行的爸爸，然后他走了，就留下了遗产给他的后代，其实没有人能够抢走的！别人能抢走的是物质上的遗产，但真正的遗产只有后代才能继承的！！！真正的遗产是哪位爸爸曾经面对过那些风风雨雨的精神，如果你是他的后代，无论在怎样的环境之下，都能好像那位爸爸的创出成功的成就的！！！因为你是他的后代啊！！！那是别人做不到的，只有他的子孙才能继承的！！！
说到这里，我就对我的遗产有兴趣了，“遗产”除了祖先留给我们吗？如果一个人，不知道他的祖先呢？那就没有遗产了吗？我在一个平民的家成长，说真的不像在剧里的那些富贵的遗产，然后如果一个孤儿呢？连他的爸爸妈妈都不懂，何说遗产呢？到底什么是遗产呢？原来每个人除了祖先留下的遗产，还有一种遗产，每个人都能拥有的，就是在你这世之前所留下的遗产！！！现在其实每个人都在继承着这一世以前的遗产！！或许当你在前世临死前，所留下的欲望，而成为来这一世的力量来继承的。无论是想要成为成功的人，失败的人，开心的人等等，这些都是一种欲望！！！而我就是带着探讨不完的精神来这个世界的，无论几多世都好！！！我就是带着这种欲望来的！！！我还记得，曾经和唐三藏法师一起翻译佛经，翻译到我自己已经了解了，就告诉三藏法师，我要离去了。
三藏法师根我说，“你来的时候到现在，你不从问任何问题，你要走了也不问任何问题就说要走了，和你在一起很舒服，因为每个弟子和其他人都在问问题，只有你不问问题的，你可以不走吗？”
我就回答“我不问问题，因为我就是答案，还有其实我还在等你发问问题的，我一定要走，因为还有很多探讨的地方，我要去继承以前的遗产了！！”
可能你读到这里，觉得我在说梦话，我不是要读者了解我的故事，而是因为我的故事而反映你们的对自己的遗产的兴趣，如果你要寻找遗产，只要摆脱习惯直到归零的时候，那你就知道你是带着怎样的遗产来的！！！每个人都再继承着以前的遗产，但是有哪个人知道自己带着怎样的遗产呢？ 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！
那么到底真正的遗产是什么呢？能直接告诉大家，绝对不是物质的，因为只要是物质的，那么谁都能拥有，是有技巧的人就能拥有那些遗产的，就像在富贵门剧里面的骗子一样！！！那么如果你是你先人的后代，那个在社会上成功过的人的后代和一个没关系的一个骗子又有分别呢？而且先人所留下来的遗产，我想没人能把它抢走的！如果是物质的，是人都能拥有的，那么你是你先人的后代，拥有它了，跟其他人有分别吗？
一个曾经面对过风风雨雨的创业一间银行的爸爸，然后他走了，就留下了遗产给他的后代，其实没有人能够抢走的！别人能抢走的是物质上的遗产，但真正的遗产只有后代才能继承的！！！真正的遗产是哪位爸爸曾经面对过那些风风雨雨的精神，如果你是他的后代，无论在怎样的环境之下，都能好像那位爸爸的创出成功的成就的！！！因为你是他的后代啊！！！那是别人做不到的，只有他的子孙才能继承的！！！
说到这里，我就对我的遗产有兴趣了，“遗产”除了祖先留给我们吗？如果一个人，不知道他的祖先呢？那就没有遗产了吗？我在一个平民的家成长，说真的不像在剧里的那些富贵的遗产，然后如果一个孤儿呢？连他的爸爸妈妈都不懂，何说遗产呢？到底什么是遗产呢？原来每个人除了祖先留下的遗产，还有一种遗产，每个人都能拥有的，就是在你这世之前所留下的遗产！！！现在其实每个人都在继承着这一世以前的遗产！！或许当你在前世临死前，所留下的欲望，而成为来这一世的力量来继承的。无论是想要成为成功的人，失败的人，开心的人等等，这些都是一种欲望！！！而我就是带着探讨不完的精神来这个世界的，无论几多世都好！！！我就是带着这种欲望来的！！！我还记得，曾经和唐三藏法师一起翻译佛经，翻译到我自己已经了解了，就告诉三藏法师，我要离去了。
三藏法师根我说，“你来的时候到现在，你不从问任何问题，你要走了也不问任何问题就说要走了，和你在一起很舒服，因为每个弟子和其他人都在问问题，只有你不问问题的，你可以不走吗？”
我就回答“我不问问题，因为我就是答案，还有其实我还在等你发问问题的，我一定要走，因为还有很多探讨的地方，我要去继承以前的遗产了！！”
可能你读到这里，觉得我在说梦话，我不是要读者了解我的故事，而是因为我的故事而反映你们的对自己的遗产的兴趣，如果你要寻找遗产，只要摆脱习惯直到归零的时候，那你就知道你是带着怎样的遗产来的！！！每个人都再继承着以前的遗产，但是有哪个人知道自己带着怎样的遗产呢？ 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Full of Joke in the world!!!
I have requested that translate previous post in chinese to english by my friends... I just try my best here to roughly what I'm talking about that previous post...
I was found out there many joke in my life! On a night, that I cant really sleep, i felt that problem inside my mind keep disturbing me... So I try to listen what is that, from that moment i found out, i truly realize lots of joke in my life.... Let start by how i felt that night, i felt that I'm not alive, dead, but at the same time, i know myself was alive!!! While i know i'm alive, but i feel myself was dead???? Until i realize something, then i found out all along i'm living, i'm like a zombie, never felt that alive just like a moving flesh??? Finally i know that all along i'm like a "fake human", i called myself as "fake human" while when i felt i'm not alive!!! Then what is "fake human"??? Since that when start i learned something or know something, since that moment start, i start being a "fake human", or i can sound clearly, when my brain start to learned, known, or store memory, and start to know what is my name, what i need to do (order by family), until today, i realize i was dreaming in my brain all along the time... We are human already since we are born, but after we start to know or going to enter society, we learn to become another human that this society recognize!!! What is the mean of "another human that this society recognize"??? When we are born as we know have a world that we are here, but when we start learn and know, at the same time, we use ours brain create a another world come out, that is we learned and known from the society then we based on what we have learned or known create a another world that is mean create by ours brain!!! That why i called myself is "fake human" which is society recognize me as a human. Understand??? If we are still not awake, we still are the human which is was recognize by society but not ourselves!!! If we are the human already, does we need to learn to be human??? This is my own precious life, did i need to ask anybody how to be myself??? HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Once i have realize until here, i was laugh like nobody business!!! Did you feel that really funny??? From here, i finally know that, "if you never realize yourself was a joke, you are not worth to be laugh!!!"
That why so many philosopher was tell us, "Don't trust anyone, even yourself!!!" When we learned from this society, we are trying learn to become a human (fake human), mean, society believe that we are monster while when we are baby, so when we grow up, must go learn from them!!! Society wanted us to become monster, ghost, anything beside human, then ask us learned to be human(fake human)... We are human already, did we need to hardworking to become a human(fake human)??? Only anything that beside human then wanted or try to be human to join the society!!! That why i cant fell myself alive when im dream inside my brain!!! That why LaoZi, ZhuangZi, ask us to find back or return ours baby heart "赤子之心"!!!
The truth of the concept of society, actually is very similar with ours brain function, society mostly like to maintain same problem, then they can control it, so maintain the same problem, cause they have experience to handle these old problem, they will fear the new problem, or the problem was unknown, cause they cant find any solution to fix it... That why society wanted everyone have same problem, so they can teach us to solve problem.... But life have infinity power to create lots new event, how we use the experience to plan future??? Just like we use "know" to plan "unknown"??? That is possible??? Firstly, society think that life got problem??? Once you realize truth of life, there is nothing problem there... Is ours brain, brain like to give problem to us to handle to prove we are alive... From now what you have understand, you can easy clear what is the name of "Saint", "Buddha", "God", "Creator", recognize by society... They just a real human that understand theirselve was "fake human"!!! When society recognize Human, actually is "fake human", when "fake human" meet with real human, of course they will believe that real human is Saint, God, Buddha... Then what is real human now??? Saint, Buddha, God, Wisdom Person, just a noun of society, actually they just a real human only... They understand they was "fake human", cause they know brain create an identity in society... They living to make theirs brain rest or self-collapse to become a real human only!!! Nothing is so special was society mention!!!
While you can understand until here, dont try to avoid society, did you saw jesus, buddha or saint, avoid to join society??? Answer is no!!! They still continue as "fake human" but they know as they are "fake human"... Why they do like this??? HAHAHAHA!!! The only answer, when you realize until this achievement, then you will know the answer yourself!!! Cause you will know how you spent in your life, dont need to ask others about how to become yourself!!! You are your truth yourself!!!
That why i can living with lots of joke... HAHAHAHA!!! When you really know yourself, you will found out, real world or fake world also have fun there, if not how can i discover the big joke of my life!!! Know myself was the most big joke of my life.... We came here to discover the world... "What a Wonderful World!!!" hahaha!!! Please forgive my non-sense talk here... Just lots of joke only...
I was found out there many joke in my life! On a night, that I cant really sleep, i felt that problem inside my mind keep disturbing me... So I try to listen what is that, from that moment i found out, i truly realize lots of joke in my life.... Let start by how i felt that night, i felt that I'm not alive, dead, but at the same time, i know myself was alive!!! While i know i'm alive, but i feel myself was dead???? Until i realize something, then i found out all along i'm living, i'm like a zombie, never felt that alive just like a moving flesh??? Finally i know that all along i'm like a "fake human", i called myself as "fake human" while when i felt i'm not alive!!! Then what is "fake human"??? Since that when start i learned something or know something, since that moment start, i start being a "fake human", or i can sound clearly, when my brain start to learned, known, or store memory, and start to know what is my name, what i need to do (order by family), until today, i realize i was dreaming in my brain all along the time... We are human already since we are born, but after we start to know or going to enter society, we learn to become another human that this society recognize!!! What is the mean of "another human that this society recognize"??? When we are born as we know have a world that we are here, but when we start learn and know, at the same time, we use ours brain create a another world come out, that is we learned and known from the society then we based on what we have learned or known create a another world that is mean create by ours brain!!! That why i called myself is "fake human" which is society recognize me as a human. Understand??? If we are still not awake, we still are the human which is was recognize by society but not ourselves!!! If we are the human already, does we need to learn to be human??? This is my own precious life, did i need to ask anybody how to be myself??? HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Once i have realize until here, i was laugh like nobody business!!! Did you feel that really funny??? From here, i finally know that, "if you never realize yourself was a joke, you are not worth to be laugh!!!"
That why so many philosopher was tell us, "Don't trust anyone, even yourself!!!" When we learned from this society, we are trying learn to become a human (fake human), mean, society believe that we are monster while when we are baby, so when we grow up, must go learn from them!!! Society wanted us to become monster, ghost, anything beside human, then ask us learned to be human(fake human)... We are human already, did we need to hardworking to become a human(fake human)??? Only anything that beside human then wanted or try to be human to join the society!!! That why i cant fell myself alive when im dream inside my brain!!! That why LaoZi, ZhuangZi, ask us to find back or return ours baby heart "赤子之心"!!!
The truth of the concept of society, actually is very similar with ours brain function, society mostly like to maintain same problem, then they can control it, so maintain the same problem, cause they have experience to handle these old problem, they will fear the new problem, or the problem was unknown, cause they cant find any solution to fix it... That why society wanted everyone have same problem, so they can teach us to solve problem.... But life have infinity power to create lots new event, how we use the experience to plan future??? Just like we use "know" to plan "unknown"??? That is possible??? Firstly, society think that life got problem??? Once you realize truth of life, there is nothing problem there... Is ours brain, brain like to give problem to us to handle to prove we are alive... From now what you have understand, you can easy clear what is the name of "Saint", "Buddha", "God", "Creator", recognize by society... They just a real human that understand theirselve was "fake human"!!! When society recognize Human, actually is "fake human", when "fake human" meet with real human, of course they will believe that real human is Saint, God, Buddha... Then what is real human now??? Saint, Buddha, God, Wisdom Person, just a noun of society, actually they just a real human only... They understand they was "fake human", cause they know brain create an identity in society... They living to make theirs brain rest or self-collapse to become a real human only!!! Nothing is so special was society mention!!!
While you can understand until here, dont try to avoid society, did you saw jesus, buddha or saint, avoid to join society??? Answer is no!!! They still continue as "fake human" but they know as they are "fake human"... Why they do like this??? HAHAHAHA!!! The only answer, when you realize until this achievement, then you will know the answer yourself!!! Cause you will know how you spent in your life, dont need to ask others about how to become yourself!!! You are your truth yourself!!!
That why i can living with lots of joke... HAHAHAHA!!! When you really know yourself, you will found out, real world or fake world also have fun there, if not how can i discover the big joke of my life!!! Know myself was the most big joke of my life.... We came here to discover the world... "What a Wonderful World!!!" hahaha!!! Please forgive my non-sense talk here... Just lots of joke only...
Saturday, October 2, 2010
家
当我在新加坡的时候，有个朋友问道，“你家在哪里？”我就很顺的回答了他。过后我就不断的对这个问题很不自在，因为我答了，我住在女友家！然后就自己笑起来了，我家是在我女友家吗？还是在我出生的地方？吉隆坡？我既然回答朋友不是答案的答案！！！哈哈哈！！！就这样开始聆听我自己讨论“家”的问题了。
什么是家？我现在住在女友家，而还没认识女友之前，就住在好友的家，在新加坡，我本身的家在吉隆坡，那么之前在吉隆坡的时候，是从另一个家搬到现在吉隆坡的家。到底房子代表家吗？房子不能定义“家”。因为从这里看，如果是的话，家是不断的变，就像能预料未来一定也会在不一样的房子住的！！！家不是房子，那是什么呢？应该是家的成员？如果家人是家，那么我离开了我的家人到了新加坡，那表示我没家吗？如果其中一个成员不在了就不是家了！家人也不代表家！那么就想到，我晚上睡在的地方，能代表家吗？因为那是不变的，因为我都需要睡觉的！这个观点接近“家”，因为睡在的地方未必有“家”的感觉，因为我对陌生的床不能睡的！讨论到这里就觉得“家”不能用物质来定义了，因为原来家最重要的是感觉！！！如果不是感觉的话，难道你能在旅店当成家吗？或当朋友的家当成家吗？
想到这里，我就问我女友，你认为家的感觉应该如何呢？她说“有我喜欢的房子，有我的爱人在，温馨，能够自己选择的空间。。。” 那么我就问她，“那么你现在住在父母家，然道没有家的感觉？因为你说能够自己选择的空间就是家的感觉啊！” 她想一想，笑笑回答我，“现在也是有家的感觉，只是。。。” 说到这里她就说不下去了！！！（因为发现自己就是那个笑话！！！那个自己其实并不知道自己的自己）家的感觉也很难定义啊！那么我就回忆到小时候的家，突然发现，原来在回忆里可以找家的感觉！！！ 我不懂如何告诉大家，就在这时想起一位西方哲学家说的一句话,“我们的回忆就是哪真正的不动产！”没有其他人能改变她！然后就了解在老子里说房子的用是那空间，一般人只是看到墙壁就是房子，用就是空间。原来家就在我里面（回忆），既然在我里面，而我在这个空间，也代表我的外面也是家啊！更清楚庄子所说天地之间都是家！！！
我的“家”
你的“家”
他的“家”
大家的“家”
我们只看到“我的”，“你的”，“他的”，“大家的”，反而看不到后面的“家”，是不是后面一样没特别所以看不到呢？其实大家的家都是一样的！！！
我们不是都同在“家”吗？我们不是都很希望回这个“家”吗？
回这个家？什么意思？哈哈哈！如果大家都在家的话，应该都很温和的，情切的，安然的，舒服的，等等！！家是给我们归属感，能够不需要顾虑的地方休息的！！！如果说我们已经在家了，看看身边的人，那么紧张生活，怎样都感觉不到他们在家那么的安然的。大家都很想回家，回去真的世界？回去“道”？天堂？极乐世界？因为那里真的很安然啊！！难道死了才能回家？？
庄子，我可以体会到了，虽然他生活在春秋时代，但我体会到他已经在家了！他明白假的世界是大脑在作怪而领导所有人不能有回家的感觉，虽然身已在家！我们本来就在“家”了，因为大脑不能感觉在家啊，所以我们就在假的家啊，所以不能有回家的感觉啊，记住如果你已在“家”，决定是安然的！！！在庄子里面，提到他的太太去世的时候，开始庄子本身很伤心，然后他突然唱歌恭送他太太，朋友看到了就好奇问他，他说他太太能够回家啦，当然要唱歌送她啊，我明白开始为什么我会哭，因为我太太先回家了，留下我了，我哭因为我还不能回家啊！！！
到底什么是家呢？哈哈哈哈哈！！！我是这样回答我女友，当她问回我家是什么的时候！！！
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